was supposed to go to sentosa wif da rest of the comm to film a vid..but after last night's 'night hike' in OCH, felt unwell..i tot it was just a common cold or something. then things got worst, the normal 10mins walk back home from bedok interchange became 20mins instead..i was  literally dragging myself back home. slumped into the nearest sofa n fell asleep immediately. not till me parents got home at 1230am did i wake up..then things got worse..i started vomiting, shivering, n hyperventilating..whole body was weak..gave them a big shock..thats when all the fucked up ghosts stories starts playing games with ur fucking mind..did i offend anyting at OCH??? hopefully not..but i was too weak to even get up onto my own 2 feet..parents rushed to he nearest clinic, my dad had to support me all the way..hard fever of 39.9 degrees. got an injection in the butt..n i must say it fucking hurt real bad..i think he injected wrongly or something.. shld not be this pain..still aches now..wtf man..got home at 2am..vomit again..n went to sleep all the way till 1pm..had lunch n back to sleep again till 630pm..the whole day was bedridden..when i could been to sentosa..the helpless n weak feeling is reall fucked up..never felt so sick in my life b4...on the bright side..i think it had nothing to do with the spirits in OCH..haha..kidding..not really that superstitious..am still finding diff breathing though..think i'm getting old..

 

was watching an episode of Grey's Anatomy..theres this boy hu needed a heart transplant or he wld die..he asked his mother wat she was praying to God for..n she replied for him to get well..then the boy said,"r u praying to him so that another little child wld die n have his heart transplanted to replace mine?".. at this the mother remained silent.

 

wat do we pray for? happiness at the expense of another? is there really someone who can ans such prayers, but bring grief to another? that episode was one of the few i watched..n it indeed tot provoking

does anyone get a 2nd chance after he has missed a great opportunity presented in front of him? n if given a 2nd chance..will he take it? several choices r presented to us n we have to make decisions..some i have regretted greatly..things turned out badly, n sometimes i wonder how it wld be like if i had chosen another path..one that i think wld be better..or would it really? things happen..shit happens..fucking shit happens..cant seem to do things assigned to me..sometimes i wonder y in the world do i do the things i do..living out my own regrets of decisions..

 

 

 

just back from work..damn..working hrs r just gonna get worse come world cup..made the same bloody mistake of the voting thing again..fuck man..last call somemore..if not perfect..flawed..can't belive pple do bet on such ulu games..portugalU21 vs serb n mont U21..wat the hell..n typical singaporeans..like to wait to the last min..n i mean last min..not like the odds gonna change drastically or wat..boring night at work..no live match to watch somemore..hopefully come world cup will be better..at least got match to keep occupied..still cannot fig out the diff between "i am processing ur bet now. please hold on." n " pls hold on while i process ur bets"..mayb my england not good..but ain't they the same..must u insist that i use the former..oh well..wtf..at least they called merc cabs to fetch us back..haha..welfare not bad..

 

 

 

think shld be starting work soon..been undergoing training for 2 days..so far so good..1st training was basically how to go abt the prog..2nd one is to take real bets..onli managed to ans 2 calls on sun..something was wrong with the station i was at..could not get any calls..ended up using the mentor's acct..anything wrong not my pasang..

 

oh yeah..speaking of the mentor..really left me a bad impression for the 1st day..seemed like a stucked up n like to lick pple's boots kinda person..acted like she was a big fuck n knew everything n anything..haiz..mayb 1st day onli..make me spend like 1hr of 3hrs of ojt studying their SOP..wtf..n she goes arnd bragging n toking loudly..argh..biyeatch

 

not a bad place to work..can watch tv..n work at the same time..onli thing is the working hrs which i forsee is gonna be quite fucked up..apparently have to work those kinda late night shifts..into 2 3 am kinda stuff..see how things goes..bleah..y didin i get a 9 to 5..watever..have to live with it liao..earn money..juggle time to start my driving..really got to get it done..almost a yr liao..

 

made a major blooper while taking my 1st call..at the end we r supposed to say "thank u for betting with spore pools"..but i said " thank u for voting with singapore pools"..at the end i was like wtf..thankfully the customer did not bother..but that bloody mentor just had to run me down..watever..haha..but it was really a fucked up mistake on my part..all i can say is oops..hope i dun do it again..it just sounds so right..

 

next shift is thurs 845pm to 245am..shucks..i tot i could use this hols to adjust back to sleeping at a normal time.

 

went to mos last thurs..quite a nice place..dun really like the music that night though..hip hop n rap..yoyo kinda stuff.. had 1 vodka lime, 3 tequila shots n 3 puffs of cigarette..wat was i thinking..haha..fuck..smoking sux..not touching it again..now i'm coughin since last tues..oh yeah..n this crazy trans(90% sure it..sry..he/she was one) walked into the male toilet..stared at me as if i was in the female toilet..told her/him (whichever is more suitable) that this was the gents..n he/her said "watever" n strutted into one of the cubicles..i was stunned..n tot to myself..yeah of course, u get to enjoy the best of both worlds..any toilet also can..crazy he/she..

 

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